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I was watching TV when Aksel called me and ask to be a model of such an interesting photo session. At first I did not understand and ask to explain what exactly it would be. He told that it would be FBC. I thought about this and decided to accept |
We had already done big casts but not like this. From
the one hand it would be interesting, but from the other hand I was little
scared.
And
in two days Axsel picked me up from my house and we went to his place. It was
morning and we had all day long that is why we decided to have breakfast and
wait for a friend of Aksel because we needed help. Nobody knew how exactly to
do such a difficult work but everyone had his one minds about it and we began
to use them in work.. Finally we began.
I
was standing when gays were applying upper part for about one hour and felt how
heavy was the plaster I began to been tired of standing all the time on my foot
and wanted to lay down too much but the plaster was not ready enough for this
and we could broke it, I need to stand for a more then 10 minutes more. Finally
gays putted me down on the bad and began to apply down part Ö my legs and
heaps. I could not move my head because my neck was locked in plaster too
strong. I began realize that I could do nothing and just began dreaming about
my life, about future, about everything just not to realize in what I am and
how heavy physically and difficult morally that was for in that moment.
I
was awaked by AnatolyÒs voice. He asked me was I dreaming or not.
I
was wondering how long would they apply down part and Aksel told me that I
should wait not more the 5-7 minutes. I was too much tired. I tried again to
think about something how Aksel began to make photos. I thoughÔ Oh my God, when
everything will finish
Aksel
asked me how I was filling that moment I told that my neck was not Ok and I
began to feel headache. I tried to think about something good but my head was
full of stupid minds like Ó what will be if something wrong happen with Aksel
and Anatoly Ö I would do nothing, If I cry and shout nobody will hear this.Ô I
began to nervous too much gays understood everything they saw my face and did
their best to finish as soon as possible. I and tried to cum down me.
When
gays tried to make photos of me lying on left side I was so scared that always
was crying Óhold me! hold me!
Finally
they began to remove the cast from upper part : I was so happy when I could
move my head and neck it was for me the most problem part, so the down part and
my arms was nothing for me and I already could stay with it and make more
photos.
When
Aksel moved everything off from me I felt the best feeling on the world this
feeling is FREEDOM
We
cleaned everything up and went to have dinner!
P.S.
Anyway it was interesting to feel something new in life. And I do not think I
will forget it in nearest future!
